My Life is Getting Better :)

I've been talking to the guys that I like a little bit. Not very much, but I have. I kind of extremely annoy one of them, so I have come up with an apology statement. I am spending the weekend memorizing it, so that I remember most of it when the time comes. I really want him to hear it because I find it important that he know where I'm coming from and I never meant to intentionally make him dislike me so much.

This is what I'm saying to him:

I want to apologize for bothering you since the beginning of the year. I know that I’ve really annoyed you and pissed you off quite a bit this year. I never intended to be as annoying as I appear to be and I also had no idea I would ever even talk to you, but I did. I know you don’t particularly like me and I don’t know for sure if you hate me or not, but I do know I don’t want you to hate me. I apologize for talking to you even though you don’t want me to, but I do appreciate that you listen to me.

Change of Profile Picture...

Ok, so I changed my profile picture to Andrew Biersack ( Andy Six ) the lead singer of Black Veil Brides. I love him to death. His looks, personality, voice, talent, and amazing message and accomplishments in life. He is my number one role model and always will be.

Some New Updates to Share..

I have many favourite artists and and specific genres, but I really want to find new bands to listen to. Things I haven't listened to yet, or haven't taken much interest in yet. I'm use to the same old, usual stuff. It's good, but eventually you just get bored. Metallica, AC/DC, Bring Me The Horizon, Avenged Sevenfold, Escape The Fate, Bullet For My Valentine, Megadeth, Guns N' Roses, Alesana, Black Veil Brides, Hinder, Asking Alexandria, NeverShoutNever..

I listen to those groups 1oo% of the time. I just want to venture out a bit more to new and different bands of the same or similar genres. I am intersted in Screamo, Heavy Metal, Rock, Death-Metal, Black Metal, Hard Rock, Rock N' Roll, Metalcore, Deathcore, Gothic Metal, Post-hardcore.. ect...


Right now i could really use some new things for my hair. I hate that my hair is flat to my head. I want it straightened, but with some volume. I don't have anything for my hair right now, so the next time I can go shopping, I will be sure to get some things. I just have to wait for another pay. Next week..


My first priority is to get new headphones because my old ones are simply just pissing me off. After I get those, I will be sure to buy some hairspray. Suggestions on brand???


Anyway, just lounging around this weekend as usual. I really do need to get out more, but I prefer my regular routine. Spending numerous hours on my laptop, venting.. searching.. or whatever other shit I feel like doing. For the most part I'm going to be lazy for a long time. I simply have nothing better to do. Since I apparently am no allowed to go to my friend's house for a while, I really have nothing to do, not that we're doing much anyway. Just laptop and Wii for a few hours. The usual...

My parents tell me I don't do much, just sit there..
I have nothing worth while doing. Do you really think I want to spend my whole weekend doing housework and being active? That's what week days are for. Not that I enjoy that much physical activity then, either.

Nothing On My Mind..

What I have noticed recently is that I have nothing to talk about or share with my readers (if I have any?)

I have tons on my mind, but I don't have anything blog worthy to post. I don't do much, especially since I've been at home sitting on my laptop for the past 2 weeks.What am I suppose to do? Write about how much I think I could be in love? I guess I shall have more things to talk about once school starts again. I will be able to see my crushes again! ;D I haven't seen them for 2 weeks, but dreaming about them is OK, too. Maybe I will take some pictures of nature tomorrow, if I decide to go outside. I've been shopping a lot since Christmas ended and my best friend just came home from her 'Florida Christmas Break Cruise' on Wednesday. I stayed overnight on Thursday and we caught up a bit. I haven't seen her for a week and a half, so I kind of missed her. I came home yesterday and watched The Social Network, which is now one of my favourite movies of all time, and it's not just because Jesse Eisenberg and Justin Timberlake were in it. ;)

Well, that's all for now.

The Fashionate Eye & New Year's

While I am here. Happy New Year! What's best about the new year? New things. I don't believe in the resolutions because you never follow through with them. Why do we even need resolutions? To feel good about ourselves? To feel a sense of accomplishment? I don't need that. I let things be the way they are suppose to be. Even if I get hurt along the way. You can't really stop things from happening. It will always have the outcome it was suppose to have in the first place. Another thing about the new year is everything that is NEW. New music, new books, new movies, new people, new friends, new loves, but also NEW FASHION. I am just filled with excitement about the new fashions coming up this year. I want to see what everyone is coming up with. But New Years isn't just about new things. It's also about the old things that change. CHANGE is the main thing about new things. Because you hear new music, you forget about the old music. When you read new books, you forget about the old ones. You meet  new people and make new friends. You may also lose friends and become more distant from others. You get new loves, but you don't forget about the old ones. The old fashion becomes "last year's" trends and the designers get new things. Some styles just become recycled or come back from previous eras.

My Profile Picture

I will tell you a bit about how I chose my profile picture. I abolutely adore Alex Evans and his artwork. He is my inspiration to my own photography and artwork. I am no where near as good as he is, let alone good at it at all. For those of you who don't know who Alex Evans is, he is a young and brilliant photographer  and model for Heartbreaker Clothing, who recently just moved back to Toronto, Canada. He is on deviantART and his username is Saturdayx , so look him up. He also has his own website called http://www.alexevans.net/ , so check it out too. If you want to know more about him, look him up on google, and google images.

Here are some pictures of Alex Evans:

My second favourite picture of him